Seems so strange how people are, now I know we all think different and react differently but death is the one thing that the same. Maybe it's because I dealt with it daily being so close yet not coming, where others seem to be so sad and crying, I'm happy more so glad it's over. they say our moms are the smartest person we know, I'll agree with that in the final days as she sat talking reminiscing her life, she told me how exactly each person would act. One thing she told that's think I 'll live by for awhile "Looks like I'm going to find out if there is a hereafter soon, I will see you when you get there, but take your time just in case there is nothing there."